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Alphonse Elric (IC!Movie!)
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[11 Dec 2006|12:29pm] |
WELL!
*balancing groceries and some books*
I think I got a lot done today, I mean I know I did, I cleaned my house four times and I ever found a few old books to pawn so I have money for groceries and I stopped by the library and inquired after Edward Heiderich's old job because I remember he worked there back when I was trying to get him to fall in love with me and they said they may have an opening which would be great because I certainly need the money.
So I think I'm going to put things away and then start cooking, I was thinking muffins would be nice to make, lots of muffins and then I could take them to people and use them as conversation starters to see how everyone has been doing since I've been away and oh, look at the time I'd better get started doing things because it's been about four days since I slept and I just know I'll fall asleep while things are baking and I'll set my house on fire and won't that just be great since I just cleaned it.
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| Well, that's that. |
[28 Jun 2006|07:49pm] |
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At least this time no one was trying to cut off my arm. I just went somewhere very quiet and peaceful, there were pretty mountains and lots of cuckoo clocks.
My kitten is either dead or has run away. At least she's hopefully in a better place.
I haven't even seen Edward since the night he got so drunk, so maybe it was easier because I knew he wasn't waiting for me. I guess it doesn't matter if he thinks I left him and he doesn't want anything to do with me now. He's gone, or wherever he is he's not waiting for me, and that's fairly hypocritical. So now I have no boyfriend again, but I guess it's all right. I'm meant to be alone.
Brother's not coming back either. So I guess this is what my life is going to be, and that's all right.
Or it will be. Sooner or later.
( To P!Al. )
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[23 May 2006|06:15pm] |
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My eye is still killing me, and my back hurts from sleeping on the floor by the couch, but I'm hoping that maybe...maybe doing that proved something.
i don't know. I really shouldn't hope for much anymore.
But just in case...
( Locked to S!Ed )
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[17 May 2006|01:34pm] |
*left eye covered in a white bandage, coat in tatters, looking definitely worse for wear*
I hate everything in space and time.
I'm going to go be thankful that I got away before the gigantic Russian man could cut off my right arm by drowning myself in the bathtub.
I wonder if I'll ever stop shaking again. I've never been so cold.
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[06 May 2006|04:29am] |
This morning I woke up...and I wasn't alone in my bed.
I can't stop shaking, again, I don't quite know what I'm feeling, too many things I think.
Seven-Four was lying on Edward's pillow and crying, so i put her in a basket and took her over and left her on Alfons' doorstep. I hope they find her before she runs away.
I'm going out to find breakfast for my....um...surprise lodger. *blushes*I hope he likes toast?
((![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) maypirate is out for 10 days! Be good, have fun, don't do anything I wouldn't do! Or do it anyway!))
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| This is my not happy face. |
[03 May 2006|09:53pm] |
Well of course I spoke too soon. No sooner do I think I have things squared away then I find the world's most deliberate attempt to take my new housemate away in my mailbox.
Alfons, do you have to keep rubbing this in my face? You could have at least put the letter in a goddamn ENVELOPE instead of just letting it flap around so everyone who picks up the mail can see?
I'm sick of this! Just move him back to your house if you're so upset and obnoxious about him living with me!
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[02 May 2006|10:58pm] |
I'm not sure if it was seven days, but things are looking up again.
I'm really happy with Edward and the kittens living with me, my apartment seems so much warmer and alive and pleasant. Not to mention it's also paid the rent for another month, and he's decorated things too.
It's starting to feel more like a real home now instead of just an interim staying point.
( Private )
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[11 Apr 2006|03:09am] |
*tapes a note to his door*
GONE.
I'm sorry I lied.
*looks at it, sighs, and then heads for the train station, limping even more under the weight of his suitcase*
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[05 Apr 2006|05:52pm] |
So things started looking up yesterday, Winry bandaged my ankle and I bought some fish from another Al to keep me company.
And this morning started out okay... I was on my way home from dishwashing when I saw a sign that the bank was looking for new tellers, and they said I could have an interview, so I ran home to change and clean up, and then I ran back...but by the time I got there, they'd already given the job away!
To someone who looked EXACTLY LIKE ALFONS HEIDERICH!
I cannot believe this. Everything I try to do he ruins. Everything. It was bad enough he told me the person I like would never want me, but now he snatches my only chance at a job right out from under me and I just can't stand this anymore!
And when I got home one of the fish was dead and it was a waste of my money.
So now my ankle feels worse than ever, but I've pawned another one of my best books and bought a train ticket back to Resembool for this weekend.
And you know... I know I said I'd stay away from Edward from now on, but I honestly didn't expect him to just... throw me out of his life so easily. I thought maybe he'd want to talk to me, but I guess I was wrong.
I miss my brother. I feel like I just want to lie down and give up.
I'll be in bed with the covers over my head until Saturday.
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| Is there a doctor in the area? |
[02 Apr 2006|07:43pm] |
I think I sprained my ankle jumping out that window. It was too late to get home any other way than walking, so now I'm limping really badly and it's all swollen and red. I'm going to have to start hopping soon.
I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I've decided that the way I've been going about things and people hasn't been making me any friends, or even...making me happy. So I'm going to change it. Now that I know my brother really didn't forget me, I can hold onto that and start again.
In any case, this morning I found a job as a dishwasher, so now I'll have a little pocket money, and if it comes to enough, I'll pay my rent, and if it isn't enough, maybe I can take a train home and do some work for Auntie Pinako until I can afford to live in the city and not starve.
*winces* Ouch, I need to find some ice...
((I forgot my logs! Hard truth 1, Hard truth 2))
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| Well. |
[01 Apr 2006|09:38am] |
I got some good news and then everything fell apart.
Last night I cried so hard I threw up. I didn't like that very much.
And then I cleaned my apartment until I passed out in the kitchen. I figured it should be clean for the next person who moves in.
How do you say you're sorry when you're not even sure what you're sorry for?
((Uuuunbreak my heeeart...))
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[29 Mar 2006|10:35pm] |
HELP I'M LOST!
I desperately need to find Mr. Hughes' house, I've just learned this very minute that my brother was staying with him before he disappeared which no one opted to tell me until...well, just this very minute like I said!
Please, I need to get to him and I need to go NOW!
Will someone take pity on me and toss me a map? :(
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[27 Mar 2006|06:21am] |
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((maypirate here. I'll be out of town for a few days, so Al will be left to the care and tutelage of olderforeigner which is to say Ed Heiderich, which is to say kaltia. Um, because she is my bread pet and I trust her. I'll be back Wednesday night! :) ))
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| Help Wanted |
[23 Mar 2006|11:37am] |
Well my first day back was certainly...eventful.
And now I'm really stiff. Edward Heiderich walked me home and helped me find my paperwork for my rent, and then refused leave or take my bed, so we both ended up sleeping on the floor. He was gone when I woke up, though. I wonder if he's looking for his brother?
In any case, it's pretty clear to me that I'm in trouble financially, and so I was wondering if anyone knows where I could find a little job?
...failing that, a roommate?
*sighs* I'm in trouble.
(( Behold my first log!))
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| Homecoming...sort of |
[21 Mar 2006|03:02am] |
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My first post since my...er..."accident," as I guess I'll call it, since that will make more sense to people than saying "I accidentally fell through time."
My room is an absolute disaster, there's practically a foot of dust on everything. Last night I tried to sleep but I kept waking up from sneezing. I've been doing laundry all day so I have clean things to wear and fresh sheets, but it's still so overwhelming.
I'm pretty lonely, too. I haven't seen anyone whose face I recognize in ages, and of course, there's still that awful brother-not-being-here factor.
And there's no food in this house either.
Would anyone like to help me go grocery shopping? I'm not sure I'll be able to carry all the bags back by myself.
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